Throughout the development of my project I will say I have been inspired by others work, but not by famous artists, but by my own classmates. Seeing their own ideas linked to their subject area, how they did it, linking the project to life drawing and textiles, development, pieces of work, problem solving, making notes, being involved in textiles etc. it made me eventually jump more out of my comfort zone. I was a bit stumped on how to link life drawing at first but I experimented in my book as much as I could, wrote and listed down my ideas and came up with strong links between the different medias. So seeing my classmates work with plenty of textiles involved, I realized how I can't hold back on experimenting in medias like textiles just because I struggled and didn't enjoy it, so even though it wasn't at the start, I eventually pushed myself into textiles and experimented as much as I could, some I didn't write down before since it was a random, spontaneous experiment.
Some examples of this mainly include the textiles media, a media I'm not comfortable in, but when I noticed and discussed with two of my classmates interested in fashion and fine art, though they both showed how they experiment with different materials and how they react to high heat, wax, brusho dyes, and stitching their work and experiments with materials into their sketchbooks, I realized I need to put in just as much work and experimentation.
The inspiration I got from my classmate interested in fashion pushed me to do some more work in textiles and with materials, aswell as to create something linked to my subject area of illustration/concept art. So I thought of a scene/environment from the top of my head and gathered different materials that resemble earth, grass, hills, rocks etc. I assembled them together together by hand stitching them into a page of my small black sketchbook, first some land, then the sky, rocks, clouds etc. and then experimented how some materials reacted to the heat, creating a cool looking effect. But once I was experimenting with some mesh materials, they melted away or curled up too much that it wasn't giving the desired look and effect I wanted or there wasn't enough of it anymore. To solve this problem I simply added more material on and was a bit more careful with how much heat I applied to it next time, not ruining it or leaving it alone because I was scared of ruining it, but after encountering this problem I decided to just grab a piece of fabric and stitch a bunch of different materials that had different kind of properties to it onto the fabric. Once I had most of the materials available stitched on I used the heat gun on it, seeing the effects it did to some of them, making pretty and interesting patterns that altered the way the fabric it was stitched to sat.
Another example is when I saw one of my classmates pieces of life drawing converted into a stitching on fabric, this instantly gave me the inspiration to try and link life drawing into my textile work. I had recently stitched a magazine cutout of someone into fabric and thought if it would be something similar, but I just had another spontaneous idea and made a body of a sitting female out of two different fabrics with patterns, using different parts of the fabric for certain parts of the body, resembling some muscles of the back, buttocks, legs etc. Though I came across the problem with how I would place the fabric, over the top of each other? In a planned setup? Randomly? But since this was a spontaneous experimented I just dealt with it when I came across it and carefully stitched the fabrics together, giving it a strange but similar style, reminding me of a certain movement.
I think my way of working during this project was rather random and spontaneous, but this was due to getting ideas popping into my head when I observed something that inspire me, but the times where I was able to note and write it down I tried my best to lay out all the possible paths a certain idea could branch off to, how it could develop into a different idea, why I would want to develop it further etc. I would draw or collage some ideas in my sketchbook to give me a better idea of how it would turnout, how I would put it together or how I could develop it further, along with why I would be doing it.
The types of medias I used were only the few I had been practicing, this included stitching and experimenting with materials, along with the explosive colours with the brusho dyes in textiles, then life drawing and how I would link the lines together, give them a certain style, use different techniques I was taught in the lessons with only drawing shadows, light etc. Then another media was independent unlike the other medias, I was experimenting with collage, cutting out people, figures, objects etc. from magazines and experimenting with how I could use them, how I could link them with the other two medias, and I was able to make a strong link between this experimentation with cutting out and with textiles brush dyes.
My development of ideas was slow and limited at first, but later on I was making experimental pieces which shows how I have improved in generating ideas, but I need to try and write these down more to improve how they could possibly come out like. Then problem solving wasn't something I struggled with, only coming across most of the problems in textiles, one of them being when I would use the sewing machine and the needle would break, it wouldn't stitch properly, becoming jammed etc. But to solve this I simply asked for help and guidance on how to solve this problems, how to hook it up properly and to just be a bit more slow and careful when using it.
My development on different skills have defiantly improved, I've learnt how to adapt to certain things, medias, materials, problems etc. I realized my skill I had in textiles, how much detail I can do in it and being able to use the sewing machine with some ease, as much as I didn't enjoy it at first, but I found out how I could develop and experiment with ideas in this media before I did them in a different media, making it stronger and probably better compared to if I didn't. Another skill I'm interested in developing further is with collage and cutouts, I can spot a good example in a magazine of a person, object, figure etc I could use as part of a piece or to just use as an experiment or development towards something. Learning these skills has pushed my confidence much further, I understand certain things I didn't before, I know how to process ideas and use them in the new skills I have learnt. They've been incredibly effective in my work, pushing it in a completely different direction from where I was first going, they've opened me up to try different and possibly even more difficult skills. Times where I've reflected on my work is normally after a lesson where I learnt how to do something differently, to experiment with my work effectively, and when I'm normally taking notes on certain pieces or when I'm generating ideas I'll try to reflect on it all. Reflecting on my work has defiantly helped me move forward in it, I can understand where I can do better, how to do it, how I can do it differently etc. It's made my work alot stronger, has made my ideas better and easier to link to certain themes and other medias, I can even change ideas when I've already started the old version of them and still develop it into something with aesthetic and effect.
Some of the feedback I've received has really helped out with the way I work, both from my tutors and classmates, so now I'm often asking for people's reviews and opinions of my work, this way I get helpful criticism on what I could improve, what's odd, what doesn't seem to link, even suggested some ideas. They give me a lot of help by giving me criticism on my work and how I present it, it makes my work and my confidence better since I know what I feel like I know what I'm doing and that I've been told I'm going in the right direction.
My main strengths throughout this course have mainly been my experimenting with my work to see different outcomes and reactions. Open and searching for criticism, I try to get as many opinions as I can for my work from both classmates and tutors, especially when I'm struggling or stuck, some criticism gives me encouragement and ideas to go from and jump back into my work with more determination. I've been diving into my work more recently without getting easily distracted since I'm enjoying my work a lot more than I used to, making it hard to pull myself away from it sometimes, resulting in me being asked to leave some days when the building closes.
I think this stage of the course has helped me kind of settle more on my subject area, I've tried and converted the illustration and concept art subject into different medias like textiles and collage, and Ive been feeling satisfied and happy with how they've turned out even when it's not the usual media he subject is associated with, which I think shows that I want to take it further, possibly and hopefully making me sure that it's what I want to do in the future at university, also as a job. Though some conflicting thoughts have popped up in my head about it not working out or I'll be more broke than ever with the "starving artist" stereotype etc. But I want to try my best to get where I want to be, to be able to do something I love, enjoy and work hard on as a job, a career, to hopefully be in a creative environment shared with other creative minds. Though I don't feel like I've fully confirmed to my specialism due to these conflicting thoughts and worries, but as I work further into the year, I think I'll soon be confident about it.
I think this stage of the course has helped me kind of settle more on my subject area, I've tried and converted the illustration and concept art subject into different medias like textiles and collage, and Ive been feeling satisfied and happy with how they've turned out even when it's not the usual media he subject is associated with, which I think shows that I want to take it further, possibly and hopefully making me sure that it's what I want to do in the future at university, also as a job. Though some conflicting thoughts have popped up in my head about it not working out or I'll be more broke than ever with the "starving artist" stereotype etc. But I want to try my best to get where I want to be, to be able to do something I love, enjoy and work hard on as a job, a career, to hopefully be in a creative environment shared with other creative minds. Though I don't feel like I've fully confirmed to my specialism due to these conflicting thoughts and worries, but as I work further into the year, I think I'll soon be confident about it.
Although I feel that personally my work is strong in places, some parts could definitely be improved. One of these being my note taking, I have done an acceptable amount for the work, but I could've been more in detail with some parts, but this wasn't so due to some of my spountainious pieces of work. There could've been more reflecting on lessons and my work, but I didn't do that much of it either because I forgot, I didn't need to, or I was too busy on my current work, development and experimenting of it. I also think my research was very sparse and not there, but in defence of this I believe that I just didn't need an artist while working on this project, I felt confident with my work, how I was working and all of the ideas I had, but I was also challenging myself to work off my own back, to be able to experiment and develop without looking up to a certain artist, I just wanted to do my own thing and I believe I've done quite well without the inspiration of an artist, but just by the creative classmates around me.
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